Maria Belen - Active Voice

Is it possible I have been here in another life?

When the plane landed in Whitehorse after a long journey from South America, something strange washed over me. It didn't feel like I was arriving for the first time. It felt like I was returning after a long absence. I knew it wasn't possible — I had never been here — but the sense of belonging was undeniable. I arrived with seven suitcases, my three children, and their father (we're not a couple, I'm single, just clarifying). Moving here was a huge decision, and I had many things to figure out, like finding a job, but I felt peaceful, as if I had finally come home.

The weather was a surprise. When I arrived, the sun was shining and the warmth was unexpected — yes, warmth in the Yukon! Immediately, the myth that this place is always cold was shattered. That summer was warmer than usual, and fall came with all its vibrant beauty. Every day, I fell more in love with Whitehorse, with the Yukon, and with its magic. It was my first time seeing snow, and instead of feeling scared, I was completely captivated. I love the snow and all the seasons — though spring, which is more mud than flowers, isn't my favourite, but it has its own charm.

As the months passed, I realized that it wasn't just the place that had enchanted me, but also the strength of Yukon's women. Watching them work, carry heavy loads and live independently opened my eyes. In my country, it's rare to see women so strong and self-sufficient, both physically and financially. I began to realize that this strength was already within me, even though I hadn't recognized it before. I got a job I never would have considered back home, and that was my first step in breaking free from old beliefs.

The magic of this land and the example of Yukon women gave me the courage to end a relationship that did not allow me to be my authentic self. I learned that the most important person is me, and that my well-being and authenticity are worth more than conforming to others' expectations.

After living 34 years under the weight of a religious and social system that stifled my true self, I now know that what's familiar isn't always the best. I've had the privilege of connecting with incredible people — First Nations elders, members of the GLBT+ community, and women who have supported me unconditionally.

Though I'm still working through the challenges of my separation, I know I will succeed. Here, in this blessed land, I've found the strength to move forward. I trust that my children and I will find our way.

As I always say: with the blessing of my sister mountain, father sun, mother moon, and the Great Spirit. One day, I hope to earn the title of Yukoner. I love my home country, but the Yukon, my new home, has captivated me in every possible way.