These authors dedicated a year to self-improvement. Here's what they learned
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From Fitbits to so-called smart drugs enhancing brain function to articles on how to break bad habits, we live in an age of self-improvement.
It's a burgeoning, profitable, multi-billion dollar industry that can at times lead to a an unhealthy obsession
Carl Cederstrom and Andre Spicer spent a year immersing themselves in the business of self-improvement.
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"We'd been interested in self-improvement and optimization culture for a relatively long time and also wrote our previous book on the topic and people pointed out, when that book came out, The Wellness Syndrome, did we have any first-hand experiences of this ourselves?" Cederstrom tells The Current's Anna Maria Tremonti.
"And the truth was that we didn't really have any experiences at all."
Each month dedicated to a specific pursuit
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In their book, Desperately Seeking Self-Improvement: A Year Inside The Optimization Movement, professor Spicer and associate professor Cederstrom dedicated each month to a specific pursuit.
In July, they focused on pleasure.
"I'd been a vegetarian for 16 years and I picked up eating meat again — some of which was good, and some of it was bad," Spicer recalls of that month.
"And then I went on an all junk food diet and spent my time playing video games."
"Many of my friends would find that deeply pleasurable. I found it rather unpleasurable," Spicer says.
Attention experiment
In the month of November dedicated to attention, Spicer approached talking about body image and judgement in a public way, by stripping down to his underwear on public transit.
Cederstrom says we now live in an age where self-improvement is synonymous with being morally good.
"We could really see how self-improvement is something we all take for granted. Why would you not want to become a better person?"
This is how society is organized today, Cederstrom says, "around principles of competition and a very individualistic notion of doing your best."
'This was all sort of meaningless'
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"In some ways, we began to realize that maybe this was all sort of meaningless in some ways. Like it all was just pointing at the absurdity of self-help," Spicer tells Tremonti.
"As soon as you kind of stopped trying to improve yourself, there's this kind of return to the way you were almost beforehand — the kind of old habits kicks back in."
Listen to the full conversation above.
This segment was produced by Calgary network producer Michael O'Halloran.