Kelly Hofer's loving photos of the Hutterite home he left behind
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While the rest of his family was having breakfast, photographer Kelly Hofer quietly escaped the only home he'd ever known. He was only 19.
Hofer grew up in a Hutterite colony in rural Manitoba — a tight-knit, religious community dimly understood by outsiders. As a teen he grappled with loneliness and struggled with his sexuality, eventually deciding to start over in Calgary.
The now openly-gay artist joins Shad to share how photography became his way to connect, and how he feels about his fond images of the place he once called home.
See a sample of Hofer's stunning photographs, posted here with permission of the artist, alongside excerpts from our interview. Hofer is set to publish a book of images built of the shots he snapped as a defiant teenager.
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"Everyone has this laissez-faire attitude to life. There's nothing to worry about from day to day."
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"In my early years it was more me spending a lot of time alone shooting photos of nature. As I moved on I was shooting more and more people and the camera just became part of my everyday life...There was no staging."
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"I feel like it stemmed from me always feeling like the outsider, feeling like I didn't really belong in the way everyone else did."
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WEB EXTRA│As mentioned on air, Queer Hutterite is a short documentary about Hofer's life and his abrupt departure from his birthplace. Watch it below.