Kelly Marie Tran breaks silence about online harassment over Star Wars
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Kelly Marie Tran is breaking her silence about online harassment months after deleting her Instagram account.
In an essay published Tuesday in The New York Times, the Star Wars: The Last Jedi actress wrote it "wasn't their words, it's that I started to believe them."
Tran deleted her Instagram account in June.
The bullying seemed to confirm what growing up as a woman and a person of colour had taught her, Tran wrote: that she belonged "in margins and spaces."
She started blaming herself and felt brainwashed into believing her existence was "limited to the boundaries of another person's approval," she continued.
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"I want to live in a world where people of all races, religions, socioeconomic classes, sexual orientations, gender identities and abilities are seen as what they have always been: human beings. This is the world I want to live in. And this is the world that I will continue to work toward."
She concluded: "You might know me as Kelly. I am the first woman of colour to have a leading role in a Star Wars movie. I am the first Asian woman to appear on the cover of Vanity Fair. My real name is Loan. And I am just getting started."
Tran will reprise her role as Rose Tico in next year's Star Wars: Episode IX.