Northern Childhood by Eleonore Schönmaier

The Nova Scotian writer is on the 2024 CBC Poetry Prize shortlist

Image | Eleonore Schönmaier

Caption: Eleonore Schönmaier is a Canadian writer from Ketch Harbour, N.S. (Alexander Griesbaum)

Eleonore Schönmaier has made the 2024 CBC Poetry Prize shortlist for Northern Childhood.
She will receive $1,000 from the Canada Council for the Arts(external link) and her poetry collection has been published on CBC Books(external link).
The winner of the 2024 CBC Poetry Prize will be announced Nov. 21. They will receive $6,000 from the Canada Council for the Arts(external link), a two-week writing residency at Banff Centre for Arts and Creativity(external link) and have their work published on CBC Books(external link).
This year's jury is composed of Shani Mootoo, Garry Gottfriedson and Emily Austin. The jury selects the shortlist and the eventual winner from the longlist, which is chosen by a reading committee of writers and editors from across the country. Submissions are judged anonymously on the basis of the participant's use of language, originality of subject and writing style.
For more on how the judging for the CBC Literary Prizes works, visit the FAQ page.
If you're interested in the CBC Literary Prizes(external link), the 2025 CBC Nonfiction Prize opens in January and the 2025 CBC Poetry Prize will open in April.

About Eleonore Schönmaier

Eleonore Schönmaier's latest collection is Field Guide to the Lost Flower of Crete. Wavelengths of Your Song was published in German as part of the Frankfurt Bookfair translation program. Dust Blown Side of the Journey was a finalist for the Eyelands Book Awards (Greece). She has won the Alfred G. Bailey Prize, the Earle Birney Prize, the National Broadsheet Contest and the Sheldon Currie Fiction Prize (second place). Her poetry has been widely anthologized in the US and Canada including in Best Canadian Poetry. Multiple Canadian and international composers have set her poems to music.
Schönmaier told CBC Books(external link) about the inspiration behind Northern Childhood: "The poems are part of a long sequence that I've been working on for many years based on my childhood.
"Knowing that writers I admire will be reading my work adds additional focus to my writing process."

You can read Northern Childhood below.

  1. Understatements
My father's oldest
sister is about
to visit. He writes
We're not poor
but we're living
in poverty
.
When she arrives
ants rain down
from the bedroom ceiling
into her curly hair.
She never returns
and writes, How
can you live like this?
2. Counting

With no English
I start school
and when I fail
to count to five
I'm forced
to spend time
in the cloak room
where I feel
a fur collar
brush against
my face
in the darkness.
3. Age Six

My father buys
my first and only
bike, an adult
model. I race
to school
and the scars
on my knees
are visible
decades later
beneath
the hem
of my skirt.
4. Traces

Our teacher wears
mini-skirts
and tells us to lie down
on rolled out
butcher paper
so we can trace
ourselves and turn
our bodies
into art.
5. Chemical Reactions

My father brings
home the chemicals
I need for invisible
ink but years
later I've forgotten
the components.
I no longer need
to hide my words
and thoughts.
6. Fields

On the cyanide field
I'm part of the boy's soccer team
cause I can run
fast, faster, fastest
but I can't outrun
bruised shins
when the boys
miss the ball
and after practice
my face is adorned
with purple
when I'm pushed
into the pink
stucco
school wall.
7. Wallet

As a preteen on
a trip into town
Christmas shopping
I have only a ten
dollar bill
in my wallet
from my paper route
plus my library card.
Placing my hand into
my pocket I find
the wallet gone. But
my mother working
in the grocery store
gets a call from the Snake Pit.
I found your kid's wallet.
Come get it
before I drink
it away.
8. Town

I cycle the ten
dirt-road clicks into town
and on the main street
a car coasts
right up next to me.
I focus
on my balance,
on staying upright
as his arm reaches out
and circles my waist.
I don't look at him
as he pushes me ever so
slightly, ever so gently
just to make his point:
I could if I wanted to—
9. Labour at Age Sixteen

In a photo taken by
the security guard
I'm wearing a green
hard hat, filthy T-shirt,
jeans and steel-toed boots.
Behind me is a flaking
concrete wall. In my hands
I hold a gold
brick. Later I'll frame
the image and place
it on the bookshelf.
When visitors come
my roommate turns
the picture face down.
Her studio
portrait captured
her in a party
dress. I say my photo
shows the only
time in my life when
I'll ever hold
a million dollars
in my bare
hands.
10. Penelope

As I'm pulling on my high
boots, my lover corrects
my pronunciation
when I tell him the author
I'll study today
is Penelope Fitzgerald.
Oh, I say. I visualized
it differently.

I'm skilled
in mispronouncing words
and names
in all my three
major languages (more if
you count the ones
I'm still learning).
I don't dare ask, Is music
a language?
Words
on the page are silent.
They don't teach me
how to speak, they teach me how
to listen, how to think. On many
days I study on the shore
and wait for all the words
in all their sounds and songs
to sail home to me. This
takes years and some
bright sails as they billow
in the wind
I only ever hear
from a great distance.

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About the 2024 CBC Poetry Prize

The winner of the 2024 CBC Poetry Prize will receive $6,000 from the Canada Council for the Arts(external link), have their work published on CBC Books(external link) and win a two-week writing residency at Banff Centre for Arts and Creativity(external link). Four finalists will each receive $1,000 from the Canada Council for the Arts(external link) and have their work published on CBC Books(external link).
If you're interested in the CBC Literary Prizes(external link), the 2025 CBC Nonfiction Prize opens in January and the 2025 CBC Poetry Prize opens in April. The 2026 CBC Short Story Prize will open in September.