kisâkihitin by Crystal Semaganis

2023 CBC Nonfiction Prize longlist

Image | Crystal Semaganis

Caption: Crystal Semaganis is an Indigenous writer living in the Temagami region. (Submitted by Crystal Semaganis)

Crystal Semaganis has made the 2023 CBC Nonfiction Prize longlist for kisâkihitin. The shortlist will be announced on Sept. 14 and the winner will be announced on Sept. 21.
If you're interested in the CBC Literary Prizes(external link), the 2024 CBC Short Story Prize is open for submissions until November 1st.

About Crystal Semaganis

Crystal Semaganis is an Indigenous activist living in the Temagami region. Her focus is on Indigenous issues and providing connections for the displaced. She has written for CBC, New Lines Magazine, and is best known by her colonial name, Christine Cameron and for the 2018 CBC podcast Finding Cleo(external link) about her family's search for her oldest sister, Cleo Semaganis Nicotine and the 60s Scoop, MMIWG and intergenerational trauma. Crystal volunteers her time to provide connection for around 100,000 indigenous people across Turtle Island and is dedicated to the empowerment of Indigenous people. She is mother of four and Kokomis (Grandmother) to two.

Entry in five-ish words

"Celebrating the Sacredness of Self."

The story's source of inspiration

"It had taken over five decades to try and learn my own language, my Mother Tongue, that was stolen so long ago. So many reasons not to, so many challenges, and I was reduced to being a Child again. However, the great heaving sobs after speaking my first sentence in my own language — was something that sits with me, still. Sometimes, I still cry to speak these Sacred Sounds."
LISTEN | Crystal Semaganis discusses making the CBC Nonfiction Prize longlist on Up North

Media | Crystal Semaganis longlisted for CBC Nonfictoin Prize

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First lines

Sometimes I have to force myself to exist in a socially acceptable manner, while others can just do it without thought. Here I am, consciously willing my heartbeat to slow, and breathing out in a slight stream of air like in those self-help videos online.
Tonight, I spent almost an hour combing through pages looking for something that should be alive in me. Leafing through an alphabet and glimpses of who I should've been, might've been, could've been, and want to be.

About the 2023 CBC Nonfiction Prize

The winner of the 2023 CBC Nonfiction Prize will receive $6,000 from the Canada Council for the Arts(external link), have their work published on CBC Books(external link) and win a two-week writing residency at Artscape Gibraltar Point(external link). Four finalists will each receive $1,000 from the Canada Council for the Arts(external link) and have their work published on CBC Books(external link).
The 2024 CBC Short Story Prize is currently open until Nov. 1, 2023 at 4:59 p.m. ET. The 2024 CBC Nonfiction Prize will open in January 2024 and the 2024 CBC Poetry Prize will open in April 2024.