Cut Out of Something Holy by Yvette Sin

2021 CBC Nonfiction Prize longlist

Image | Yvette Sin

Caption: Yvette Sin is a writer and student at Ryerson University living in Toronto. (Yvette Sin)

Yvette Sin has made the 2021 CBC Nonfiction Prize longlist for Cut Out of Something Holy.
The winner of the 2021 CBC Nonfiction Prize will receive $6,000 from the Canada Council for the Arts(external link), have their work published on CBC Books(external link) and have the opportunity to attend a two-week writing residency at the Banff Centre for Arts and Creativity(external link). Four finalists will each receive $1,000 from the Canada Council for the Arts(external link) and have their work published on CBC Books(external link).
The shortlist will be announced on Sept. 22 and the winner will be announced on Sept. 29.
If you're interested in the CBC Literary Prizes, the 2022 CBC Short Story Prize is open for submissions until Oct. 31.

About Yvette Sin

Yvette Sin has always been a storyteller, from the secret lives she would make up for her stuffed animals as a kid to the narratives she now creates for film, print and radio. As a creator born out of the many intersections of race, gender and belief, she has always been fascinated by the liminality of human experience. Now in her final year at Ryerson University's media production program, she hopes to continue to grow in the industry and to tell unique, meaningful stories through a variety of media.

Entry in five-ish words

"Fathers, daughters and wordless prayers."

The story's source of inspiration

"Prompted by a creative writing class in college, I wrote this essay in hopes that it would help me process a conflict I've grappled with for years: reconciling my departure from the Christian faith with my relationship with my father, a devout reverend."

First lines

I grew up breathing the dead air between Our Father and Amen. Which is to say: I came of age playing hide-and-seek in Baptist church basements, colouring on offering envelopes behind chapel pews. I learned to read by tripping over the names of Old Testament prophets, learned to count by reciting the plagues of Egypt in order: one, blood, two, frogs.
I was a child of the church, the daughter of a reverend, and yet — despite all this, I never quite learned how to pray.
I was spoon-fed verses and psalms; blessings and benedictions would cradle me in their cadence until, eyelids heavy, I drifted asleep. I was a child of the church, the daughter of a reverend, and yet — despite all this, I never quite learned how to pray.

About the 2021 CBC Nonfiction Prize

The winner of the 2021 CBC Nonfiction Prize will receive $6,000 from the Canada Council for the Arts(external link), have their work published on CBC Books(external link) and attend a two-week writing residency at the Banff Centre for the Arts and Creativity(external link). Four finalists will each receive $1,000 from the Canada Council for the Arts(external link) and have their work published on CBC Books(external link).
The 2022 CBC Short Story Prize is currently open for submissions until Oct. 31, 2021. The 2022 CBC Nonfiction Prize will open in January and the 2022 CBC Poetry Prize will open in April.