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Northern Ontario man 'getting heart back' during walk for Humboldt

For 24-year-old Rance Cardinal of Lac Seul First Nation, the Humboldt Broncos' bus crash hit so close to home that after three days of thinking and planning, he said he decided to show his support in the best way he knew how.

Cardinal took a full day's rest in Kenora, Ont. on Tuesday

24-year-old Rance Cardinal started walking from Sioux Lookout, Ont. to Humboldt, Sask. to show his support for the families affected by the recent tragedy. (Rance Cardinal)

It's been nearly two weeks since the Humboldt Broncos' bus collided with a transport truck, taking the lives of 16 people on April 6, 2018.

For 24-year-old Rance Cardinal of Lac Seul First Nation in northern Ontario, this tragedy hit so close to home that after three days of thinking and planning, he said he decided to show his support in the best way he knew how.

"I want to do my part," Cardinal told CBC News. "It really hit me when I first heard about it ... [and] I thought it would be a big honour to get [my Humboldt Strong sign] to Humboldt.

"[So] I told my uncle, what would you do if I walked there? And he gave me a different look; it wasn't a look of doubt, it was a look of pride."

Cardinal said he packed up his bags on April 11, put the big yellow Humboldt Strong sign around his neck, and started walking on the Trans Canada Highway to Saskatchewan from Sioux Lookout, Ont.  

One week update

Earlier this week, after seven days of walking, Cardinal took a full-day's rest in Kenora.

"I wanted to start walking again, but I have people telling me that I should take a day's break to get my feet and my legs back," Cardinal said, "so, as much as I wanted to keep going, I think I'll stay on the safe side."

On April 11, Cardinal said he packed his bags with a few item of clothing, a sleeping bag, his hockey stick and the Humboldt Strong sign and started walking the Trans Canada highway from Sioux Lookout, Ont. to Humboldt, Sask. (Rance Cardinal)

He said he's blown away with the amount of support he's received so far and it has helped him keep motivated throughout this journey.

"I'm trying my best to stay off Facebook, but people want me to update [them]," Cardinal said.

"I didn't expect it to get this big, I just wanted to get [to Humboldt] and get to know the families and show my support because this is devastating and it hit me as a hockey player, a former junior player and also as a father."

Healing wounds

Having lost a teammate to a car accident, Cardinal said he knows how it feels to lose someone close. He said he also lost his younger brother to an illness in 2013.

"I took it the wrong way," Cardinal said, "after [my younger brother] passed on, I pretty much turned to drugs [and] alcohol ... and I even came to a point where I became suicidal [but] hockey is the game that just kept me going."

With hundreds of honks a day, Cardinal said the support he's received from everyone has also helped him heal some of his past wounds as well.

"It's the people that are getting the message, the people that are showing me support," Cardinal continued, "that's what I think is getting my heart back and by the time I hit Humboldt, I'm going to be Rance Cardinal again."

He said when he reaches Humboldt, he looks forward to helping the community heal by offering his support and giving them hope.

"Like my late brother would always say, we'll bounce back."